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Things started off interestingly as the first card pulled was "sex with a member of a different race"   It sounded like a card I put in there, but then she admitted she had been the one saying she was always curious about having sex with a black guy.  Neverthless, we decided it was probably a tad too intense to start off with.

We ended up re-picking and going with the next card, "Confess to past sex behaviors"  I had put that in there and we decided it would actually make a good game.  We created questions surrounding or own sex history and allowed the other to attempt to answer.  (For example, she asked me: Who was the first person to ever cum inside her?)  She gave me 4 names to choose from and if I got it right, she would take an item of clothing off, as did I.  

Once we were both naked, we continued playing with correct answers equally 1 minute of oral sex, or 30 seconds of penetration, what ever the person wanted.  She banked her time and only took around 3 minutes of her saved up time to come from getting head.     I also saved my time and dedicated it sex, though the 7 minutes I accumulated only took about 3 before I pulled out and blew a load on her face.  She told me if I went down on her again she would do whatever she had to to make me cum again.  How could I turn down that offer.   After she came, she put me on my back and began gently massaging my sac with her hands and tongue.  As she got going, she would stop to tell me details about a guy she was with over the summer who she could make cum 3x in a night.  Just imagining her on her knees taking load after load got me hard quickly.  She even got into pressing on my asshole just short of penetrating it at just the right time as I blew my load down her throat.  As I laid there exhausted and wiped out she smiled with cum still hanging off her lips and said "little trick I learned"   Holy shit, this card thing is working out so far.

After some tearful conversations, my girlfriend/ex girlfriend has admitted she wants me back....sorta.
Basically we decided to take a break for the summer and go out and have fun with no strings attached.  She's been staying at a beach house for the summer with friends, and recently was furious with me as a result of me hooking up with someone she despised in high school.  From that she claims she fucked a few people I am friends with but would not tell me who.   A few days after that blew over she admitted to me emotionally on the phone that while she is loving her summer, she really misses me and wants to try to mix the two together before we get back for good.  When I clarified for her, I asked her if what she is tellin me is that she wants to be with me again yet still sleep with who ever she wants over the summer?  She said basically but I could do the same and we didnt have to tell each other about it.  She said she is embarrassed at how she has been this summer and admitted she has hooked up with a lot more guys than shes proud of mostly because she missed me.  I asked how many, and she said, that I didnt want to know, and she would only tell me if I was ready to get back with her now under her terms. (including I cannot sleep with her high school aquaintance any longer)

So I agreed to her terms,  I can handle her with other guys and think this is an interesting bridge back to solidarity.  I asked her about one guy I thought she was fucking regularly and she said she is still having sex with him, just not only him.  When I asked how we both fit into the picture, she said she just wont tell me when he is over so that it wont bother me (not that it really did anyway) 

So for the rest of the summer I am now back with my girlfriend, while she is allowed to be with other guys as well.  While probably not healthy, I will go along with this.

Went to a wedding last weekend with my ex.  I was her date and she decided to keep things that way, instead of bringing someone else and answering questions.  She had gotten a room at the hotel where the wedding was and had told me i could stay there too, but not to try anything.  Throughout the course of the night, we acted like we were just friends, and for a good portion of the night, an old high school friend of hers was flirting pretty heavily and dancing with her.   I wasnt to complain, I had been doing similar with some girls there as well.  At around 1045, about an hour or so before the wedding ended, I had noticed she was gone, as was the guy she was flirting with.  Around 1115, she re-emerged, with him, and seemed to part ways for good.  She finished the night dancing with me, and when we retreated back to our room later on after another hour of drinking at the hotel bar, I playfully questioned if I was the 2nd guy in the room that night.  Without denying it she said yes, but said his dick never made it to her pussy, but I would have that chance, before she basically jumped me.

We fucked for a good 15 minutes, minutes and after I came, i couldnt help but asking was I the 2nd guy she got to come today.  She smiled and said it was the 3rd if I had to know. (she was much more honest with me likely due to her intoxication level) I asked how many guys she brought back to the room, and she said just one, and that guy (Tim) just got a blowjob.  She said she was with Mike (the summer fling) earlier this morning, and left it at that.  She then began to get emotional, feeling as though she had been unfaithful to the guy she was 'having fun with' this summer.  I at that point admitted to accidently walkin in on her blowing him a week prior, she seemed slightly embarrassed but with almost too much honesty said, "Yeah sometimes I'll blow him before we go out so he'll last for a long time later on that night."     What the hell do you say to that??

During this I couldnt help but notice her lack of a tanline by her breasts and pussy, and said something to that affect, to which she said, Mike takes me out on his parents boat sometimes, and ill unstrap by bathing suit to tan out there.  I said, "just you and him?"   She said, "Usually"    I left it at that as she was starting to fade out from exhaustion.

The next day she thanked me for being a good date, but said we probably shouldnt do this again so our emotions dont get in the way. I left on good terms, and who knows what the summer will bring

I have only talked to her once since secretly witnessing her blow what seems to be her summer interest so far.  I flat out asked if she was getting serious with Mike and she said they were just having fun.  I was invited out with drinking with my buddy staying at that house again tonight, and tomorrow I'm actually going to a wedding with the ex that we had been invited to a while back.  Don't know if I should try to get laid afterwards with her, or wherever the night takes me.      Details to follow

My now Ex Girlfriend asked me if I could pick her up from her beach house friday afternoon to take her home to take pictures of her younger sisters pre-prom. I got there early afternoon and her and her housemates were just returning from the beach. She told me she had to shower first, except one of her housemates had already just jumped in the shower, and said she would just go outside. I thought she just meant to get something. When she did not return right away, I asked one of the other girls in the house where she had gone, and they told me to the shower outside. I noticed she had left her towel inside so I went to run it out to her figuring she was rinsing off in her bathing suit. The shower was in the back of the house, so I went out the the door, walked around the house, and saw a make shift wall they had put up giving privacy from people walking into the back. When I stepped around that to pass the towel off, I could not believe to see her completely nude showering off right there in the back yard. When I commented, she told me that there were too many people in the house to share one shower, and they just used the outside one when the other was taken. Dont you care if the others see you, and she just dismissed me as if it were no big deal, which was very out of character for her, considering it took us 3 years of dating for me to get her to flash her boobs. To top it off, she thanked me for the towell, and as she shut the shower head off, she began to towel off, when one of the guys in the house walked around back with the same purpose, to use the shower. She was still drying off, as I still stood there somewhat in shock, basically showing her bare boobs and pussy right off to him, as she began to wrap the towel around her. Then finally, while she is picking up her stuff, he strips down and is now fully naked right there before we even left. She told me on the drive they were her housemates, so it wasnt a big deal, and while it shocked me initially, turned me on a little afterwards.

Still a little attached, this Tuesday I offered to help bring her some more of her stuff to the beach house.  She was grateful, and I ended up hanging around till everyone was set to go out for a few drinks.  She flat out told me I wasn't her boyfriend anymore, and I wasn't allowed to sleep in her room.  She said if I win her over at the bar, she may reward me, but if  someone else does, than so be it.  There wasn't much competition at the bar, except for a guy she seemed to already know, who was a co-worker of her cousin.  The cousin was staying at the house, and this guy, Mike apparently has his own place a few blocks away.  In any event, she introduced me, and as nice as he was, I couldnt help thinking that when I left and stopped talking to her as she so adamently made clear to me, that this guy might be already trying to get in her pants.  While I pretended not to notice, I could definately tell there was playful flirting there.          

Anyway, when we went back, she was wasted and told me she would give me one last fuck for the summer.  The girl she shares a room with wasnt there that night, so that was good for me.  She treated me as if I was a guy she just brought back, as if she was fantasizing about her summer to come, and even made me put a condom on for the first time in a long time.  After a while though she told me to just pull it off, and we continued without for a couple minutes until i was ready to cum.  She told me to cum on her tits, but I was a tad slow and the first shot or two happened while I was still in her, though she could care less.


The next morning I awoke early to go to work, and knew it would be the last I saw her for at least a little while.  Im anxious to see her again, whether shes with me or not, and Im somewhat anxious as well to see what happens with Mike

I posted this in an experience but it may be easier to detail it in a blog.  Here is my initial start to my summer story..
Let me begin by sayin I'm a 23 year old male who has been in mostly steady relationship with the same girl for 5 years. We have had 2 major breakups and some minor small ones here or there. Last summer my girlfriend had just turned 21 prior to the summer, and after some arguments here and there, we broke up. At the time it felt permanent, but I came to understand she just wanted space and a chance to go out and do her thing for the summer. During the course, she met a guy at a bar and started "seeing him" regularly, which is how she nicely put it to me at the time but i was able to interpret that as "fucked him" regularly
I stopped worrying that I would lose her all together when I bumped into one of her friends at a par, and told me doesnt really care for him. It was awkward to hear the friend continue and say they just have sex and thats it. Not an easy thing to hear at the time. We talked a little bit, and then would fight a little bit. And there's probably a bunch of stories I can tell about that, but we ended up getting back together in october. Once we were back together, I actually got excited thinking back about her be fucked by other guys. She told me she would admit to anything I asked about what happened on our break, which I did ask, but again, stuff for another time.
But anyway, the reason for this story is that we recently broke up again, but this time, it was more of a break. She confessed to me she sees herself spending her life with me, however wants to be unattached and carefree for one more summer. She just graduated college last week, and will be staying with some friends at a beach house this summer. We decided we would only talk once a week, but that she really wanted her space for now. Knowing that we will likely end up back together, i do miss her, but get somewhat excited thinking of her getting action. At the same time its slightly nerve-wrecking, because she is kinda my girlfriend, even if on a temporary break. She's not the type to meet a guy in a bar and bring him back and fuck him, but she flat out said if she meets a guy or two that she trusts over the summer after a couple times, she wasn't going to refrain. At the beach house she is staying at is one of my best friends who will basically fill me in on anything that happens. (so long as I want to know)
So for the course of the summer, for my own excitement purposes, whatever I find out, and whatever happens over the course, I will gladly share with this, community (and other experience communtiies as well. Today is her first day at the beach house. Let summer begin